not a lot has been going on. i've had probably the most unproductive week of my life. strep throat + migraines + kidney problems = no fun. at all. so i've been kindof down and not able to get out. there have been a few changes in my life since i last wrote. not bad changes. i would say nothing major, but it kindof is. the good part though is that i am VERY happy with the outcome. very, very happy. i'll elaborate more later whenever the situation starts unfolding. anyway. Uggs left for a while and i was beginning to think i would never see him again. he finally came back a few days ago. i was so happy. he has cuts and scratches everywhere, so i'm assuming he was out fighting over girls, lol. he has an "appointment" on wednesday, so hopefully that will take care of the problem. lately i've been feeling blah. i don't know what it is. i can't really pinpoint where it's coming from, but i just have this sadness with me. it freaks me out. the best way i can describe it is whenever someone tells me they absolutely care for someone so much, but they can't do anything about it and they just have to live and settle for being best friends with them even though they want so much more. i'm not sure why i associate my feelings with such a situation since i've never had that happen, i just imagine it to feel how i'm feeling now. it's all rather strange. besides that and being sick, i've been good. i'm really thinking about going back to school. recently i have put tons of thought into the idea and i have realized that i really miss school. not campus and not everything going on, but school. learning and speeches and presentations and homework and even studying. right now i would be thrilled to go to a cultural credit event. yeah, i know. haha. there was just way too much going on in my family and in my personal life whenever i was at school and instead of being there to acheive something, it was an escape from reality for me. i couldn't concentrate on anything, so i just lived there and tried to avoid going home or thinking about things going on. that's not how it should be though. i know i need to focus and do it right. i feel as though i'm really ready to now. before i go.. everyone go welcome my friend Will to sitdiary.. he's everwill!! :) Holly