Listening to: Dip It Low
Feeling: attractive
What do you do when you like some....or start to form feeling for this guy, that you only sleep with???
And you have no clue if he likes you or not?
Well i can say that i'm in this situation at the moment....He's such a great guy, fabilous looking and all! And he knows how to work it thats for sure!
Anyway....it wierd how all this started....we knew each other from high skool, and i was dating his best friend the "X" and one day on MSN we started to talk agin, we havent talked for a long time...i wouls see him here and there at the parties and stuff but we kept our distances.
Well one day when i told him that it was over between me and Mr. "X" he confessed to me that he liked me before when i was with "X" (his best friend at the time) And i myself confessed as well that i had a "thing" for him too...So we decided to meet up at his house that evening...i was very nurveous like a little girl all over agin about to go on her fisrt dat sorda thing! Getting butterflies and the whole deal! So i finally got the guts and went over to his place....it was a bit aoucword (have no idea how to spell that) but then we just remenised about the past, and so for....and before you know it i was in bed with this guy that i wanted for the longest time!! So one night of careless sex led to another, and another, AND ANOTHER! and one day after i went to the bar he wanted me to call him, so i did, and he asked for me to come over....which i was intoxicated at the time..but of course i said yes! So i got there we did what we always did, and i ended up spending the night! That was the most wierdest feeling in the world knowing that my "X" can find out at any point, and that can ruine their friendship. But after that things slowed down between us....and i have no idea what i want...he calls but i never answer....i ignored him for a while....and now he stoped calling but i feel like i'm falling for him, but what i wanna know is that dose he want me or dose he just want what i can give him?? I honestly don't know what to think anymore....SOMEONE HELP ME!!! lol And the worst part is that i see him ALL the time....thats because he works like 2 seconds away from my house....I don't know anymore...i am sooo confused!
If anyone has any advice please lemme know!!
Confused Kitten!
~Lara