Wednesday, October 12- 'tis the month of Halloween, that's wonderful. I'm hoping that this weekend coming is a helluva lot better than the last, and I expect it will be. I'm a horrible person. Brandon is hot. I'm reading the Catcher in the Rye, as well as Kurt Cobain's journal. I like that class quite a bit--now we're dealing with teen suicide. Thankgiving was as terrible as I expected, far too much family crammed into one place. Plus, they're just not at all fun to be around. Obviously, Jeremy was a no-show. I somehow doubt he changes anything. Mom picked me up at lunch yesterday to go shopping--ended up getting a bunch of wonderful things I didn't plan on getting. Teens tonight, as far as I know--followed by eating out. We're going to see Simple Plan in December. Heh. Thursday, Oct. 13- School was boring, after school was quite fun. Got picked up, went shopping/to the city. First of all, made cool with Darcy on the bus, he was even gonna come. Called Cody, met him, got alcohol, talked to a shitload of random people. Every store/mall we walked into/out of today I set off the alarm, so cute. :| Anyway, my body's starting to feel the physical signs of stress, or that's what I blame, anyway. First of all, I haven't had my period in months--my period which is always regular. Secondly, I've been eating a LOT to help soothe... everything. I dunno, I've just been overeating like crazy. I hope it's not something serious. This weekend as of now sounds wonderful, we'll see. :]]:]] Saturday, October 15- Janelle came on the bus & we drank on there on the way to school yesterday, it was quite funny. Made school a lot more fun, as well. I only wished I could've spoken to G-g-g-gunit. Last night was the most hilarious night of my life, without doubt. We took the van into town, had some fireball. Not a whole lot, because she actually ended up spilling a bunch of 'er all over the inside of the van & on my sweater. We went into the CD store, I got jumped by Amanda. The CD store guy is so hot. Ugh, we also saw.. a bunch of.. just ugh. Anyway, got a lot of stares & a lot of yelling by cars going by, we parked the van & walked around. Saw EVERYONE, really. Bought weed, rolled a joint, smoked 'er. Even did the first internet meet-up last night, finally. Without question, that was the best thing that's ever happened while it was just us two out. Fuuuck.