I just had one of the greatest weekends in a long while. So overdue, so awesome. It's quite possible that I had a funner Saturday than everyone in the entire world, and I hope this weekend is a repeat. Tomorrow my dad is taking me out to eat after school. I feel accomplished, or complete, or something. ... What if everytime you tried to sing, your voice came out cracked&broken? What if everytime you tried to speak up, you couldn't be heard? What if everytime you gazed into your reflection, your eyes burned your soul? What if everytime you thought of who you'd become, self-hatred was inevitable? What if everytime you gave love, you recieved hate? What if everytime you tried to be a better person, you were thrown down on your ass? What if everytime someone got close to you, you wanted to run? What if everytime you ran, you tripped and stumbled? What if everytime you took a chance, you were disappointed? &what if everyday, all these questions and thoughts crushed and destroyed all your hope & ability to feel even the slightest joy or happiness? ... Where da white women at?!