Okay, so I've been quite emotional lately. I don't think I've ever been this in tune with my emotions before- even considering the fact that they have been quite the roller coaster to the point where I am damning myself of flippancy at every opportune moment. I mean, I think I've been thinking so much lately that I've brought myself to the point of insanity and on the brink of emotional break down. I mean it's all I want to do anymore- think about that. Even when I don't want to, that's exactly what I do. I just don't get it. Well, I think I do understand this- but I can't post it for fear of what may happen, and worse: what may not. I just wonder if the "wisdom which passeth understanding" is worth it. On a slightly unrelated note- I had a really weird dream two nights ago. I dreamt that I was on the phone with Stephannie and that she had said to me "Okay, you've told me to wait for two years now, and I want to know the full story." To which I replied "it's 4 pm right now and in two hours it'll be 6 pm." I suddenly woke up after I had said that. I think that was the first time in my life I have ever waken up confused before.