Ever have one of those days where it seems like everything you do just comes out wrong? That everything you try and accomplish just fails and everything you touch gets dusted spotless? You begin to wonder that anything you have ever touched, you really touched at all. That when you're walking, it seems as if your feet lose direction and the only thing moving is your legs. Your mind becomes blank and it seems as if the environment around you slows down to match the pace of your beating heart. That every light of hope that bursts through your sense of despondency becomes swallowed in the sea of gray it burst forth in. That even if you were sure of something, you second-guess yourself and become unsure. That any love you have ever felt becomes questioned and soon forgotten. That the more you begin to know, the less you understand. That those casual glances shared between and those good times you had are far off in the distance and feel like a long way away. That the only sense of comfort is gone. She's gone, you feel gone, it's gone- everything just seems off. That you just want to go back to the start and wake up as if it was a bad dream. That maybe things will be better tomorrow, or the day after that. That the only hope you hold is for the days to come. That you just want to go into your room, lay in your bed and stare at the shadows wondering about past events and people while slowly drifting to sleep- but you know you can't. Today felt like one of those days.