Side A....I downloaded some Muddy Waters....and some new stripes songs I've never heard,,,,which included some christmas songs. -----------On the flipside I am like so confused right now. I feel like a child confused about wether or not there mom and dad are going to yell at them. So much shit right now. I have been so depressed lately. 1. The Meg situation 2. My god damn teeth are so horrible, and I can't afford to go to the dentist. 3. Money for christmas. Charlie may not get 2 more checks before Christmas. 4. I want a baby so bad and can't have one, plus I have no money to go to a doc. 5. My grandmom and her deniel about her heart attack. 6. My brother, nuff said. 7. Waking up to nothing. I can't seem to find the positives. I have hit the very bottom. I was thinking about Masocisim. Seem like a fun way of getting out some agression. Maybe more pot..... Maybe some alcohol will do the trick..... Maybe some really strong pills...... I don't know. I find me self speachless lately and there is no cure for it. Things that are unsaid things that rot my head things that kill me deep Slit my throat while I sleep I wont be mad, just cut me deep Take this pain from out within me burn it alive Distance myself to avoid the questions hide benneth the sheets, I can stay there for days No reason to interact no one is making sense If I had money I'd see a quack If I had money I'd interact sitting on a row knives walking on a isle of white talking to the air inside, find me a place where I can hide ...............Hidden Child...................