Hey all. I think I got a little morning sickness this morning. Bleh but that is okay since, Morning sickness tells me everything is going good inside there. I am really liking my new bed. Yeah! I keep waking up on my belly though. Which worries me since I am growing a baby in there. IT's okay though cause I can sleep on it for another month or so, so it's cool I guess. I can't button my damn pantas I have to buy some more comfy ones. I took this really good long ass nap the othert day so nice. I wish I could be doing that now but I am at my moms and can't sleep on the fucking couch cause A. It isn't comfy B. People are loud. Owell. I am so tired I think I'm gonna try and lay down and get some rest! Oh yeah, I forgot....I am so proud of myself. I quit smoking! Both Cigs and Pot.....Smoke free since my preg test was positive. Eating very healthy! Carrots celery and tomatos and ranch dip for snacks, grilled cheese and shat for lunch, fruits and cheese for breakfast.....Yummy huh? Yeah. I am so proud of me! ...................HIDDEN CHILD................ P.s. Thinking----Emma Elizabeth for a girl and Remy lucas for a boy still. Anyone got anything better for a boy? -----Alkaline Trio Song----- "Emma" emma appeared like an angel. emma fell like rain into my lap like a heart attack. like lightning from her name i'm running dry of bad excuses. don't want to lie or seem intrusive, but time hasn't told me anything, and neither has she a poinsettia in poison rain... traded true love for insult and injury we washed it down the drain with one silver bullet and two vicodin emma woke up in darkness, suitcase already packed note on the bedstand signed in blood, "sincerely, never coming back." a nightmare on my street the day she arrived a nightmarish household in which she died, 'cause it made her feel at home somehow made me feel at home a poinsetta in poison rain... traded true love for insult and injury we washed it down the drain with one wooden stake through the heart, and two vicodin a poinsetta in poison rain... traded true love for insult and injury we washed it down the drain with one silver bullet and two vicodin and we watched the sun fall crown on a city that sleeps in a world upside down a slow ticket straight out of town you went out with a bang when you took with you all my dreams underground