Toned Down

Feeling: hungry


Toned it down a bit maybe all that pink was a bit much. But feck all of you who do not like the hearts cause they are so 80's and reminded me of a nightgown I had when I was 4....Let me tell you that story, and why I specifically remember that Night gown. OKay I was 4 years old and lived in fairview with my mother and father. My real father. They must have been fighting cause I remember my mothres friend carol trying to pull me out the door with them to leave but my Dad would keep pulling me but in while my mother and him screamed back and forth. I was sad. BUt I remember looking down at my little nightgown with the different colored hearts and I felt better and happy. Weird? I know it but I think even then I thought, well love come in all different forms, not just well.......the ordinary pink, if you know what I mean in a philsopical way. Anyway, I'm digging it. I feel alot better lately, and I don't know if thats a good or bad thing. A couple of aches and twinges here and there. Lost my appitite one minute starving the next. I did have a bit of crampning this morning that scared me but seemed to dissapear after a few mins, maybve I just got a big ass baby. I keep having horrible dreams about going the bathroom and be bleeding. I get so scared I wake myself up. But Charlie assures me that I am fine and some how when he says that I feel this sense of calmness wash over me. he says,"That's my little baby in there and he is very strong, he gonna hold on so that he can kick the crap out of you in about 2 months...." LOL somehow I think that true. BUt things sometimes seem surreal. Like wow is this really happening to me? Things can't be gonna right, it's to weird......I don't know I am rambling since I havebn't gotten a chance to really write lately. So we got our new car. It's a 95 plymouth Neon. It's pretty coold it is blue with a silver top and silver doors, and ground effects(Also lowered),And these cool clear back lights. Also it runs great! and we bought it for only $400.00 dollars cause it needs a little TLC it's like a forgotten fast and furious car, lol. It has a moon roof though! Cool caus eyou don't see them on Neons that often. I am pleased with it though. And the guy we bought it from is a mechanic so he said he'll work on his car for free if we put his PG Automotive and preformance on the back of our car or something. Cools.... Well I am done ranting, I'm gonna go eat no see yeah,. .................HIDDEN CHILD.................

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Read 3 comments
8.6 weeks congrats.
going well, good deal.
i'm sure your little parasite will be able to kick anyone's ass.
i too enjoy the hearts.
i think i had a nightgown the same...nevermind.
good to see you're doing well.
keep it up yo yo yo.
rockrockrockonmommy.
hey! i'm glad everything is going well. and i'm sure that baby will hold on to kick you lol. stay happy and take care.
[Anonymous]
aww the hearts remind me of a night gown that i had when i was 4 too!