Bleh I am so bored. I can't do anything but sit and be a mother. Me always having a problem with "mothers" to begin with makes that a difficult task to swallow...None the less, I guess it is something I have to do. Can't find Meg anywhere. I call and leave messages and no response. I wonder if she hates me for some reason, or maybe she has just found better friends... Bleh I sound so stupid. I wish I just had someone to talk to, in real human talk instead of..goo-goo-ga-ga language. My brother is doing good, he got his medicaid and shit. So we are getting him on the doner list for a new kidney. Fuckin-a I love my brother but I hope I don't match as good as my other brother nick. I don't want to be in pain; pain blows. Well anyway I got myt tickets to see ALKALINE TRIO on the 26th of June!!! Kick ass. It's at the TLA on south street in Philly. This is gonna rock SO hard. Well I think that is it for right now.. Yeah it is, cause I stopped and thought about it, and confirmed it within my brain. Shit, once a stoner always a stoner, even when you don't have any pot in hand. HAHAHAHAHA. Rant on my stoner friends,,,, .................HIDDENCHILD.................