Hey all. Ugha I have been in horrible pain lately due to my gallbladder. It has been acting up and being pregnant at the same time is complete hell. I had another ultrasound everything seemed well. Although the babies movements have slowed down to me I am guess that I am just not noticing it as much or kinda not as surprised with it anymore. well. I have been getting very bored lately waiting for the baby to grow over the long months. and may I retype the word LONG as in L-O-N-G........very very looooooooooooooooooooong! I get so paranoid over the babies health every once in a while. I start to completely freak out and think these horrible thoughts about something being wrong. Some people love being pregnant. I mean I love how amazing it is, but can't enjoy it being the worry wort that I am. Ugh I just wish I had this magical thingy maybe like a mirror an I could stand in front of it and say , "mirror mirror on the wall is my baby growing healthy?" ahhh. I keep my ultrasound pictures next to the bed and I kiss them before I doze and pray to god that my baby grow healthy safe and strong. I hope it is working being as I was never very religious at all. I hope that dosn't affect my prayers being heard. I don't know. .................HIDDENCHILD....................
Listening to: None
Feeling: concerned
still pregnant?
hasnt it been a year or two? aha.
im glad everything is well.
happy 23 week b day.
itll be here soon right?
hopefully?
keep on rockin out furturemomma.
may it all be well.
wooooooot