"Look what you've done you little pothead, You have tricked them all into believing you are who your not, good job......" This life thing is getting harder by the second. This action effects the next, so where do we go from here? up down left right, nowhere? Watched the children play today, made me feel happy. Watched them be spoiled so bittersweet. I noticed how differently my cousins are growing up, with a family that remains the same. It's just weird....... I never had cousins I could be close to when I was little... I kinda felt like an only child, except I had to brothers.... They are lucky. Well, I have been thinking long and hard on what to do with myself, and to put it straight in the words of the great Jack White " I just don't know what to do with myself"........hum. "So little pothead did you tell them?" "how could I? They didn't listen to a word I said.....I am I that insignifigant to all those in my life?" "little pothead you haven't come to far, I am dissapointed" "so am I" "You need a boost of hope, a ray of pure light, a guiding hand" "I need a joint, a bong load, a baggie of lush green" "pothead, this is why...." forgive my inner rantings I mean no harm, I'm having trouble fighting myself, I'm losing the battle lately. It is very sad......... Did you get that backpack aprooved yet? The conducter would like to see you right away....Or this train leaves without you.... ..................HIDDEN CHILD.................