okay so today is my ultrasound at 7pm. I am so nervous. I probably will post the picture around 8 or 9 pm tonight. That is if everything goes okay. & If I have time. Everyone is like 'call me when you get back!' I like okay alright chill just let me get through this without being scared and freaked out. I hope everything is okay. THis could be one of the happiest days of my life or one of the sadesst. I am so scared. Which maybe is good. Last time I wasn't scared of anything with my last pregnancy and the worst happens so maybe now that I am worrying things will go better. My Aunt Melissa says, "lightening dosn't strike twice." But I am more pessimistic than that. Owell we'll see right? Oh shat I forgot my morning pee for the doctor at home! Well gotta run and get that shat!. Oh god! Do me right this time. ...................HIDDEN CHILD................