I had to get up all early today. Charlie was taking my dad to pick up my brothers present. Fun, Fun, Fun! Did you notice the hint of sarcasm? Anyway I was reading peoples diaries last night, using my phone. I love the way people think. And I thought how funny we can see other people for who they are so clearly. I would die to be an outside perspective on my life. That's why I like these diaries. Because even though right now, I can't see, later I will see cleary...... Hehehe. I was thinking about the past last night and realized I'd rather never go back to those teenage years. I was lost deeper than I am now. It was crazy, so much shat. The only thing I would go back for is just one more night with............. I'd rather not say. Now that was nice. He was good. Yummy. Anyway, anyway....... My head hurts, and my nose sniffles. I could care less though. I made reservations last night at the WILD WILD WEST CASINO in Atlantic City for my b-day night. My and charlie are gonna have so much fun. Then that weekend after I'm going down with my Mom and Aunt, and Meg if she decides to come. It all seems kinda fuzzy right now. Like after our little tiff, I haven't heard a word. Que Sera Sera.................. ....................HIDDEN CHILD...............