Hey damn I don't get a chance to write in here much anymore.
I'm always to tired or bitchy.
Well I got a normal bed finally.
CHarlie's mom and dad bought it for us.
I really appreciate it but I kinda feel weird saying thank you to them even though they do alot for us.
Owell no more fucking airbed thanks god. I am so happy.
I was crying all morning I hate being alone anymore, like I don't wanna be by myself I start getting really paranoid that something is wrong with me.
It's really weird, I never experienced anything like this.
Also I get this real sexual feeling every once and a while it feels really nice.
It's cool.
All in a things are cool I guess.
I just got these horrible raging hormones, but hey if that means That in 9 months I will have a beautiful healthy baby then so be it, I don't care who I get pissed off.
More Later
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