so im glad you feel better. really i am. no im not being cynical. but...yeah if your feeling better today....you can..ya know...get moving on shit on monday right? you can get the ball moving to being closer to me right? your going to do all the shit that you promised right? tell me the truth. your not. your stalling. why? why are you stalling if i mean so much to you? cant you see that all the bullshit i go through day end and day out is so we can start our lives together? its not for me. i could give up and not do shit if i really wanted to. but i dont because i want to be with you.. obviously a little more than you wanna be with me. i know that you have had bad experiences in the past with fucked up results but im not her. i wont fuck you over. so why the hell is it taking you so long to realise this??? what the fuck!?!?!?!?!?!?!?