i think that its time to just let it all out. when i woke up this morning i woke up thinking about all the people of my past. i dont know what brought it on but here goes. lets start with me moving back to nevada after my mom and dad split. me and my mom drove for 18 hours from new mexico to nevada in a piece of shit car that almost got us killed. when we got to this hell hole of a town my mom met up with the only reason why she wanted to move here. his name was rod and i didnt like him from the start. he always seemed like more of a predator than anything else to me. i hated this man. and mom decided that she loved him. so after a couple of months of living with a friend of his we moved in with him. i tried everything in my power to break them up with nothing to show for it. i fought with them constantly. nothing worked. finally i gave up. and then they decided to move to colorado where my dad happened to live at the time. i hated this too because i wanted to live with my dad and my mom made me stay with her. after about 7 months of living there, they decided to drag me to florida. all the while i hated every minute i was alive because my mom wouldnt listen to me about her boyfriend. we lived in florida for six months. and then we moved back to nevada. i was in fifth grade then and thats when i met my best friend and other half haley. we spent all of our time together. she hated her step dad just as much as i hated mine. we had so much in common it was insane. when sixth grade hit we both transfered to the same school. we had so much fun it was great. well for a month i went to see my dad in new mexico. i was staying with my dads friend mostly and she had a son and two daughters. well me and her son hit it off really well. we spent as much time as we could together. he even spent nights with me when i couldnt go to his house. he was amazing. in the mean time haley couldnt handle being at her house while i was gone and she was so much a part of my family that she stayed at my house a lot when i was gone. i didnt find this out until about 2 years later but when my mom was at work one night while she was staying at my house my moms boyfriend came on to her. he told her that if she said anything to anyone he would just deny it and make her life a living hell. so she never said anything not even to me. things got a little heated between me and my dads friends son. and then things started to change. he wouldnt really talk to me anymore and he never really wanted to hang out with me so as you can imagine i felt horrible. to be continued...