ok, so after things got all heated between me and him, it was about time for me to go back to my mom. well me and her boyfriend started fighting on the phone. and it almost got to the point where my dad wasnt going to let me go. but in the end i ended up on the plane and headed back to nevada. while i was away not only did haley stay at my house, but rod brought his mom into the house. she was the ubber christian cant do anything wrong or the devils demons would smother you at night with your pillow. they decided while i was gone to paint my room. that was all nice of them and everything but i really didnt want them to touch my room at all. ya know? i didnt want to be all selfish and say that it wasnt good. so i just left it alone. when i got back things between me and haley werent the same. it was like she never wanted to be around me and she never wanted anything to do with me. little did i know that it wasnt my fault. but it caused a lot of heartache and tension between us. eventually we lost the house that we were living in. rods mom moved to reno with his brother and we moved closer to town. i started going to the jounior high and thats when i met denise, khelcee and malia. three girls that have stuck by me no matter what. things got bad between mom and rod and they fianlly broke up. me and mom took all the things we could that were ours and we went to live with my moms friend. things out there were cramped and hectic. there was chirs, justin, shauna, chelsea, bradley, me, mom and a baby on the way from chris. it was a little cramped but things worked out. all through the school year me and haley were fighting and then we'd make up, fighting then make up. it was horrible. denise and khelcee were always there for me to talk to and haley had other friends she could talk to. i started spending a lot of time with denise and khelcee. and then in december haley told me that her and her family were moving to vegas again. and even though we were fighting and not very close, it still hurt. and before she left we had a cahnce to talk and she finally told me why she had been so distant and why things happened the way they did. i understood and it hurt. it hurt a lot. that was the last time i saw her. she left two days before her birthday. on the 4th. i couldnt eat, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt function. i had litterally lost my best friend. finally mom took me to the doctor and he put me on prozac. that helped a little but not too much. i learned how to grow a mask and use it well. to be continued further.