I dont know what to do. nate and i moved to oregon because we thought that maybe it would be better for us since fallon was going to shit. but as it turns out Salem is just like fallon. Jobless and living with a bunch of people that we both are having a super hard time getting along with. i see their flaws and i see how hipocritical they all are and all i want to do is leave. i want to go somewhere where we will both find good jobs and be happy. i think its impossible here. first off there is leah: workaholic, hipocritical, spineless twofaced asshole. she says one thing and either never does it or does the exact opposit. she lets her husband get away with anything and everything and doesnt say a word. she works for a shady ass person who cant run his own company. she doesnt know how to disaplin her kids and lets them walk all over her. Jason (her husband) is a creepy perverted asshole who spends more time drunk then anyone else i know. he says everything in a condesending manner and i want to punch him in the face 99% of the time. oh and hes in love with me. or at least he thinks he is. but no one knows that nate and i know. i hate him enough that i refuse to be alone in the same house with him. then that leads us to Joe who has a god complex and thinks that because hes gay hes the best thing in the fucking world. im sorry but until i see you actually shit out a rainbow keep your fairy ass in your room. we are slowly but surely running out of money and its not for lack of trying to find a job. no one is hiring here. and they think that we have a ton of money to spend on whatever they want to. i dont think i can take this much more. i want to pack all our shit and move again. i want to get out of here. i love oregon but i hate being here. in this house with all these people. i dont know what to do. i dont think nate and i can handle this anymore. last night he finally told me what ive been thinking for weeks now. maybe its time to leave..
Listening to: rum is for drinking not burning -- Senses Fail
Feeling: helpless
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