first i would like to say that christmas was ok. the actual day was just ok. my wonderful amazing smart sexy just adorable boyfriend is the best gift giver in the whole world. he gave me so much more than just what he sent me. he gave me hope and love and everything that a girl could ever need. this past week has been hell. i got fired from my job along with 6 other people. my mom and i have been fighting. and its just been recockulasly hellish. but its the new year and in a few months it will all be ok. why? because im going to have him by my side. finally for good. i'll turn 18 and i'll graduate. and then its off to live my own life with my soul mate by my side. i love him more than i think he knows and i cant wait to be able to spend my life showing him. i got hooked on this song called perfect company and i swear the words fit us. because he is my perfect compainion. my dream come true. whenever i have doubted myself he has always been there to show me that i'm better than i think and whatever is troubling me is nothing too big. this is a new year. our year. and i will make it a good one.