to sit in bushes and lay under the stars. to love you wholeheartedly and never give up. to find my soul mate in someone so much like myself. to hold you in my arms and never want to let go. to see your face first thing in the morning and the last thing at night. these are the things that make my life complete. i love you Nate. I've loved you my whole life. i loved you when you left to try and be the good man and father you are. i never once gave up on you, through all the drugs and heartache I've been through. I've never forgotten about you. baby i love you. love isn't even the strongest word i can say to you. i crave you. i am addicted to you. your stronger than heroin, your more blissful than ecstasy. I am going to marry you and have your children, i love you Nathan. goodnight dream of me. dream of us. forever on your front porch. --your angel--