September 17 2004 Dear Nate, Hey baby. I'm sorry i hung up on you last night. I didnt mean to but i had to go. And dont feel bad i didnt get in trouble or anyhing. I love you. I want to talk to you about something that popped in my mind earlier. Its about the letter you wrote me, but yeah, I'll talk to you later about it. I love you babe. Talk to you later. Rae September 20, 2004 Dear nate Hey my baby. whats up? Not too much here just got done with my math test and i'm listening to the "umpa Lumpa" tell us how important it is to do the extra credit. I didnt do it so oh well. lol. i missed you last night. Like all night i was listening to "when you say nothing at all" You know how like whenever we are on the phone, we kinda stay quiet and dont say anything? well that song is perfect for those moments or at least i think so. There was something you said last night that keeps going through my head. "when we get married we'll move somewhere where it snows a lot." that got me. I want to be with you forever. I just hope you feel the same. Well baby I got to go. Love you. Rae Dear Nate, hey my love. whats up? not much here just watching shanny play with my beads. I've been playing our song for like the last hour. I was doing really good about listening to it without crying but lately that just doesnt happen. RAWR. GOD I LOVE YOU. I cant sleep without talking to you at least once a day. You've become such a big part of me. I need you and i want you so bad. I've never been so totally consumed by anyone like i've been by you. The funny thing is, is that you dont even have to do anything and im a puddle on the floor. The littlest things mean so much to me. Like when you call me love, everytime you say it i melt. I dont know what it is about you, but you just totally amaze me. No one and i mean no one can say that i have ever loved them the way i love you. You are definatly something special. I truely believe that we were meant to be together. We are way too much alike. We like just about the same things. It's scary but its also totally awesome. I love you so much. I remember the night that you "officaly" asked me out like it was yesterday. I also remember the night you told me you didnt want the title "boyfriend/girlfriend" anymore. I dont know how or even why but i remember i was calm. and i knew that we would be together in the end. Now look at us. I have you. and i know that the past few months have been really hard for you. I've tried to be there for you the best i could. I know that with me being so far away its not easy for you. But you've done a good job with everything thats going on. I'm so proud of you. I really am. You're the best thing i've ever had. No matter what happens, no matter how much time goes by, i will always love you, with all my heart. Shay and i were talking the other night and she said that maybe she could ask Aunt Pam and Pap if you can live there for a while until we can move in together. So that way you wont have to keep making trips from Ga. to here. RAWR i cant wait for christmas to get here. You know i never thought that i could find a song that could fit the way that you took over me, but i did. Its called head over feet. i love that song because it reminds me of you so much. Speaking of music. I dont know how im going to get those cds to you, but i will. somehow. Well my love i have to go Shanny is stuck between a chair and a box. I love you. Rae