wow. add a point to the shittiest day category. Mom = chemo nerve and tendons removed and grafted back in. 5 years of this. total heartbreak and hell. Me= confused. pissed. lost. dazed. totally fuckin out of it. everyone tells me its going to be ok. what they dont know is no matter how many times you tell that to me i'm not going to believe it. you can tell me all you want that you'll be there for her. i know you wont be. you have your own life. i get this. why dont you?