Well I'm feeling really old today for some reason. I have no idea why. I mean sometimes I feel really full of energy and WAY younger then my 26 years..and then other days I am constantly reminded that I am not 18 anymore, and that the world is moving way too fast for me to catch up. Those are seriously crappy moments. I mean, craptacular, smack you upside the head and make your ears bleed suckage. It's like walking into a brick wall, and take it from me, I've actually done that, and it really does suck major goat nuts! But now that I have gone through this day of lethargic motions, sleeping too long, and just exclaiming not once, but twice, that I was too tired to do something, I need to get over myself and just fucking shut up about it and try to act like the whole age thing doesn't bother me. After all, I gotta like other shit to bother me besides growing older. But I still hate my birthday anymore and I really wish I could skip over it when it comes, because that's just how I feel anymore! Bah humbug!