I wish I could write everything down that I want too about how horrible I feel about the weekend. If he had just told me he was thinking of switching the game days to another day, i wouldn't have even bothered to play. I would have just sat somewhere else, in another room, reading all damn night for all it was worth. I know it's not a personal slight against me, but it's hard to think that it was the one thing we were gonna have lots to talk about considering he was the head storytellar and I was a player. But instead, it's just one more thing in a long list that I am cut out off. I think I'll just go cry some more about it becasue I can't do anything else.