Yes tired, very tired. Mentally tired, my brain is so slow, that I swear sometimes I can barely function on a normal level! Not that I think I was ever on a normal level, but as close to one as I could be. I just don't know what's going on. I'm tired of being so down trodden. Sick and tired of being sick and tired I think is the right statement. I try to keep thinking of ways to just come out of it, but when I do, one more thing seems to pop up out of no where and cause me to loose what little grip I had! I just keep sliding down the rope, thinking eventually I am just gonna fall or hang myself with it. I just haven't decided which one is better sounding.