Fuck you first. Fuck you for not realizing how hard it is on this side. Fuck you for being just another one in the line. Fuck you for proving me right yet again. Fuck you for reminding me why I don't talk. Fuck you for just not waiting. Fuck you for just not caring. Fuck you for letting me down this time. Fuck you for being tired, I'm always tired. Fuck you for treating me like I wasn't smart enough. Fuck you for opening me up. Fuck you for coming around. And fuck you for going away.