That's right! Hurt! And not mentally! (someone mark that shit down on a calendar!) I have a bruise on my left arm right above my wrist and a little to the side. It was a simple purple mark a few days ago. And I figured it would fade away into the memories like all other bruises did. I was wrong. It's actually gotten bigger. Bigger. Not smaller, but bigger. It's down dark with some yellow around the edges, which I hope means it's healing, I heard that yellow on a bruise meant it was getting better. I hope! But what the hell?! How can it be BIGGER days after I first found it rather then smaller?! Fuck I don't even know how I got the damn thing and now I am finding myself looking at it all the time to see if the damnable thing is growing any larger! And for the love of pete! My body must know I might be going out because it picks now to break out along my jaw! And of course because being who I am, I am having a hard time not scratching or picking at them! Cause that's what I do! Bad enough I can't pick at the mark on my right arm or it will get worse and bandaids will have to be applied again, why oh why must I be tormented like this!?!?!?! Three words. Xander. Outer. Realms. That's gonna be some fucked up shit when they come to get her! I see a big ass fight in the making man! I think I Am gonna pull Michelmas outta my ass and crank him up to hardcore and have him come to retrieve the wayward Xander! Woo boooy!! I have some plans for that and I hope they don't go all screwy. But then again going screwy is a tradmark of mine. Well have a good rest of the day people..I need a fucking nap.