I know it's my fault. I know it. It always is. It's always my fault. When people go, it's my fault. When they push me away, it's my fault. It's always my fault. I know this. I've always known this. I don't need it pointed out, because I know it. I know it when someone says something to me, or see how things are going, I know it's my fault. When someone doesn't talk to me anymore...I know it's my fault. I've done something wrong. I have said the wrong thing, I have been myself really. And that is not right. I know, I'm not right. There is nothing about me that screams "Yup she's right in the head!" I'm egotisical for no reason, I stomp people down for no reason, I am just generally bad. Bad. Just bad. All around...horrible bad. And the worst part is, I know it.