I can't really put my finger on something but I NEED something. I just can't figure out what I need. I'm so tired of being the same way, even though, well I guess I should accept who I am and just move on, but when no one else does, it's hard to think that you have the right idea on how you should be. Only so many times and then you have to start thinking, hrm, maybe -I'm- the one that is wrong. I hate thinking that though, me being wrong? Yea, so VERY annoying.
I wrote FOUR new things. I was very proud of myself for even getting one out. But then again it's mostly dialogue and one of my good friends told me that it's hard for him to care what is being said because he doesn't know any history of the characters. Yea, that's what I was going for, but if he can't seem to care about them, I guess he doesn't have to read anymore, because I refuse to have someone read something if all they are going to do is pick at what is bad about it without giving any compliments. And here I thought I was doing pretty good. Oh well.
But I definately need something. When I figure out what that is I think I'll be happier.
*sigh*