That's it. I am so done trying. Anything. Because there is nothing else to try. I've tried to be what other people wanted, tried to be what I've wanted, tried to mix those together and still, nothing. I am so tired of actually trying at anything anymore. How much more annoying can things get then that! And god damn it that scab thingie on my arm is back and I actually DID stop picking at it! See ?! Even -THAT- didn't work! I believe I am just destined to fail at most everything, so i figure if I just stop trying at things, the whole failing at them thing can stop. I know, a warped way to think, but a way to think indeed.