Or lie down? Because whenever it seems I want to stand up, something else is there to kick me down, it's beginning to become tiring standing up, only to fall again. I think maybe I should become lazy and just chill out here on the floor. You wanna stomp on me, come on then, I'm ripe for the taking. Rub salt into the wound, tear it all open even more, I'm beginning not to really care anymore. My feelings are dwindling, and soon I doubt I'll really have anything to feel.