Today I have an awkward feeling, a new one. It´s not happiness, it´s not joy, but I feel inner peace. Things are getting better around here, not that I got a boyfriend or anything, but I just feel better than yesterday, or the day before, or a week ago... I was really emotionally tired, but today things kind of settled down inside myself.. There´s this guy who´s behind me..but I don´t know if he is the right one, and I´m afraid of trying anything if I´m not sure, ´cause after all of my deceptions I don´t want to be hurt again. (k) aPRiL...