Listening to: Not enough
Feeling: vain
This sucks...I HATE MYSELF soooo muuuch sometimes...! I really try to like the way I feel, think, the way I react to certain situations...but most of the time I really can´t!!
I miss him..some days I would give anything just to have him back in my arms, to hold his hand even for just one second, to have one las kiss....
I´m really emotionally tired..I wish that for once things looked right..almost perfect...but they never will :(
I'm nothing...Kari