Things around here are getting worse every single day..my parents decided to be honest with my sis and I...MY DAD IS A GAMBLER! I cant beilieve i hadnt realized it! that is why we were going through so much...through tough economic problems..he lost everything..my mom tried to make some money and she works really hard but she said its enough....she ask him for a divorce.. im really sad....and i feel really ALONE!! I went to this guy who Ive been getting along pretty well with.. we talked & i told him everything..he was so nice to me i started falling for him like right in a sec! but then it happened...we kissed & stuff...I HATE IT! why cant i hold myself?!?! every time i have a best boyfriend we kiss! and then it just doesnt work out....i wanted to wait a little more..but i guess he couldnt hold himself neither.. He went with his friends on winter vacation and then with his family to spend xmas & new year...i wont see him in a month so that gives us some time to think whats coming next. im really sad..