You….always you.. The one who I want to hold The one who I want to kiss And most of all, The one that I want to love me I could wait for you forever, You know I’ll be here Watching you fall Watching you smile Watching you say goodbye I try to forget everything Your touch, your smell, The way you once felt, But it’s too hard Not an option for my heart If you asked me to, I would run away with you And if I had to, I would cut my veins off And let your love flow But you wouldn’t even know You’ve made me cry Even more each night But tonight tears will lie ´Cause their truth should be you The way you don’t love me As much as I do But I know how you feel And I can’t believe it’s real I won’t believe you love me You always say you do But the lie got so big Big enough to waste my tears To let my blood run away Through all of these years If you’ve got nothing to say Then let me run away Set me free sweet baby From your lies and maybe I’ll come back in your dreams Where you can’t hurt me.. There’s nothing left here Inside of both of us ´Cause I could be so near And I know you wouldn’t Notice how much I fear I’m contradicting myself We could be together now I love you more than anything I’ve been wanting you for years But I know we can’t be This could never work out Somehow we are not meant to be And I try not to believe it ´Cause I really want you, my love My only one, I swear I was loyal and sincere I promise I loved you all along But I’m not that strong To handle your deceptions When you’re my inspiration All this songs have been for you This ruined poems too I don’t think you’ve noticed How much hypnotized You’ve have me Through every word I’ve been drawn ´Cause I can hardly breathe By me own I’m just letting you know How tough it has been To try to forget the one Who was killing me slowly Hurting me so softly With silent love words Never letting me know What he wanted to show Maybe it was love But that I’ll never know