I really don´t feel like writting too much, but I need to write this because it´s going to burst here inside: I LOVE HIM!! I ADORE HIM!! I can´t be without him one minute more...and it hurts ´cause I know his not for me..and he will never be!!!!! Yesterday I had a dream,we were in his house and there were many friends of mine, but he was with a lot of girls dancing and singing and having fun. I was crying in the corner of the room, and he didn´t care, he didn´t even look at me!! It was really depressing..I swear. I woke up almost crying because I know that dream was to show me, let me know he is NOT THE ONE!! And that´s something my mind can get pretty well, but not my heart....not my emotions. I hope he cries, even just once, I hope he suffers even just one night, I hope he misses my sweet words, my hugs, my kisses, and everything I once gave him. Guys aren´t worth your tears, a friend once told me, and it´s true,, BUT THEY MAKE ME CRY!!! Okey...I think that was IT... Awww...I think it feels better know! HA!