Listening to: April left with silence (me! wu)
Feeling: hopeless
Today I hate the world so much! Specially my life...I hate the way there´s things I can do nothing about..
I miss hanging out with him, and he wont call to say he misses me too or somn..
Everything with my friends is going OK...but not perfect...one of my best friends is leaving..they moved her dad to another city..:( its too sad!
I dont know whats going on with my family...today i really hate my mom too much! first thing in the morning we started fighting..and i really hate to fight with her..because it makes me feel so unpotential and it makes me wanna smoke!...
today..i..hate...my life...i hate me!
fate has a very unfortunate way of intervening when we least want it to...though its inevitable...
...just...go get starbucks..it makes everyone feel better yknow...
i hope u feel better...
best wishes,
stella