I just cutted myself...I know it´s wrong..I know it´s not a way out at all..but I couldn´t help it...it was the first time I did this..and I think I need lessons cause I didn´t bleed at all..I don´t know really how to cut..the only thing I know is I hate my life right now..I would give anything to go back in time....to live this year again..because I think it´s come to its end..