Listening to: A Slow Descent
Feeling: hurt
I want to sing...to cry..to scream so loud...but I don´t want anybody to hear me...I don´t want them to listen my pain...´cause it´s mine.
My life is so wrong right now..and I know I have to handle on ym own..and go on...but it hurts not having someone....even someone to talk to...
I need it...a human been can´t be on it´s own for it´s whole life..!! I really can´t hold my tears................I want to cut myself open and just fly away...I don´t want to live this life ´cause I´m living it wrong....and I´m not that strong to handle all of these shit.......!If they just knew all of the things I think..all of the things I feel...if they knew that I´m dying inside...smoking like a crazy lunatic who has nothing to do....I really want to hold it...to live...but I SOMEHOW CAN´T!!Oh, please GoD help me if you can listen!!!
from ruinmytears
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