I thought things had changed, maybe b/c i left for three weeks..but then i came back to reality..my parents are still fighting.. money problems are still huge...i´ve got no car.. he´s coming to visit in one week and my life here SUCKS! I feel the need to impress him i dunno why....but i´ve got nothing to impress him but myself and my real life..which is not the best We haven´t talked in two days for the first time in one month and a week....its weird...but i miss him. He went to Las Vegas with his family for vacation...but i wanna see him so bad!