Things got better this week...I guess that I´m accepting facts..rejecting them is useless.. He came to my house on Sunday..I really hate sundays...but this one was different..we chatted for a while and he hugged me for a long time...he told me he was going to be there for me always and that kind of sh*t..but I don´t know if I should believe him.. When it was time for him to leave he holded me in his arms...and he smelled sooooooo well..! Then we stared for a time and he holded my hands....I swear I felt a kiss coming...but he´s to scared or something...and I realized he wasn´t going to kiss me..so I just came inside and said goodbye...as always...things will never change between us..