So we were supposed to talk tonight..about everything..our problems, all the things that we´ve had in all of these years, about how he feels about me and viceversa..but again he let me down! I told him I´m so fu%#!"ing tired of waiting..and expecting things..and believing in his promises..he loves to break promises! We talked thursday night and he told me his band was having some trouble..and that he rather play on friday instead of talking with me!! I got pretty mad...I started talking loud and stuff.. Today..I´m all alone in my home..sitting here..listening to sad songs..writing about him (which is starting to annoy me a bit..but I can´t help it!) and he appologized..he said we could talk on sunday..but what really upset me was not the fact that we didn´t talk..but the fact that he prefered his music over me!!