A bunch of stuff has happened lately... so he came to my house and IT HAPPENED! we kissed and it as kind-a nice...´cause I really like him too much! I do..I swear I never felt this way for a guy before..and he´s been the guy that has made me cry the most..smile the most..laugh the most..and feel what love is THE MOST! But then..when I realized that we were kissing and making out...I felt soooo bad! I mean we had talked about it a hundred times! We are just friends and always will be! and it hurts ´cause I really love him as something else.. Anyways...I guess he´ll become part of my list..the one that I´ve titled : PLAYERS WHO I DID LOVE ....I suck at this sh**t called love! Now I don´t know if I should still talk to him and hang out and stuff...or maybe it´s better for me to just stop seeing him..maybe this way I can forget about him and...US