I don't know. I had a great day. I wrote a lot of poems. And I felt independent. Which was just amazing. I had a 'realization' in Ceramics today. It was amazing. I was blow drying my ladybug, while my hand was in the slip container smooshing everything around, and it was amazing. I was like whoa. I know why I am here. I know what I am supposed to be doing.And I need to clear my own path. I need to do all my own dirty work. I need to do everything. By myself. I am so excited. I can't do anything that makes me more happier than sittin here drinkin orange juice drink and blarin Jeremy Camp. It is amazing. I am going to church in a little bit. I couldnt be more stoked. It is a rehersal for friday. whoop! I love going to church so much. I love Tim. Other people have problems with him. But I have so much respect for that guy. Anyways I am so excited for everything that is comming up! Even though sometimes i feel like the most lonely person in the world, I am not. I don't know. The past hour i sat staring at the computer...feeling nothing. doing nothing. just staring. but then i was like whoa. i have God in my life and he is amazing! Dude. I am in love. I love being single. I have more time to focus on Jesus Christ. My Savior. Who I love. Amen. Peace Out Girl Scout xoxoxo kate