Days Like these, I really wish I was little again. The days where I could play outside til dark and not worry about anything at all. When there was no drama. When if I wanted to see my best friend to talk, all I had to do was walk to the house next door and talk, and end up coloring with each other laughing. I miss not having to care about what I look like. What I wear. What I say. Who I say what to. I feel like the only people who are able to understand how I feel, has to have problems for me to be there for them. If that made any sense at all. I want to help my friends make the right decisions. But that won't happen, their teenagers and they'll do whatever the hell they want. But I pray everynight for every single one of them not to fuckin fuck up their lives. Not to be put in a situation that could take their life away. I can't tell them what to do or what not to do. But I can pray. And if they do do something stupid. I will be there for them. Because They are a part of my life. My life that I am able to live. My life that I love. My life that i would never do anything to hurt it whatsoever. I wish that they could understand how it feels to wake up every morning. Wake up to wonderful world that we live in. That we are blessed by God. Live life to the Fullest. Live each as it was your last. Don't do anything Stupid. Be grateful. Katherine Ann