Thats not who I want to be. There is so much than what meets then eye in this life. And why is it that every time I try to be different and myself I get this feeling like nothing is going to right? Why does it always feel like people change and I stay the same? Why do I so badly want to change when I know I should be happy with myself? Why is it you want what you know you can't have? Why do we always have to have 'better' stories than each other? Why do we always think of ourselves before others? Why do we help some, but not all? Why do I have all these questions? I gotta go. Bye.