I'm going to live today like its my last day. find yourself, be yourself. Oh goodness, this is my second entry of the night. something is bothering me, and i can't tell what it is. i dont know if it is change or boys or if it is just because i am bored. but i dont know. OKay so basically, if I had my way I would re-do something that happened in the begining of August. It would have been the most amazing moment in my life. i'm mad at myself for not thinking of the 'plan' at that moment. I just wished something right would happen these days, I wish that something exciting for me were to happen.. akljsdfkljasjkldf I hate expressing myself it never comes out right, and usually when i need to talk i can't talk to my friends, or they are too busy doing something else. It sucks. And I never know what to do. I'm just going to go.