so, yes. second update in one day, but this one was too good to pass by. I was taking a shower and getting ready for church and what not. I walked outta the shower into the hallway and look out the big window about my front door. It was pouring down rain. So I took my hair out of the towel that was on my head and ran down the stairs. I opened the front door and stepped into the rain. I stood there looking up and letting the rain drops hit me in my face. I took three showers today. One real one. And then a shower of God's Beauty in the rain. It was like baptism if that makes anysense. I stood there for ten minutes. It felt like everything that I have had to deal with in the past was washed off of me. And I am ready for this chance that I am going to take. Let the Rain fall down.