I just woke up from a lovely nap. The last normal nap I'll have. *I dropped Emily and everyone off at the airport. It was so sad to see everyone leave. We were all crying. Tim didn't have his point and looked so amazingly hot. *As I hugged each of them goodbye I realized how each of the effected my life and how we effected theirs. The last hug was from Tim who whispred in my ear Thank You. And tear ran down my face. *Tomorrow I'll go to school, without a piece of me. I'll go alone. I won't go to A209 in the morning, or after school. I won't feel like a loser sitting with all the exchange students at lunch. I won't be able to leave ICP because I saw Emily in the hall and I won't ask Dr. to leave. I'll have no more visitors in Bib. Lit. to introduce. I'll deal no more with german drama. I won't be able to say Morgen to Daniel, or Alledinks to Max. No more random hugs from Sophia, or strange looks from Tom. No insightful talks with Eva, No more misunderstandings with Emma that I would laugh about forever. No more gummibear throwing, or water fights at ten at night, or knife throwing...no more call at 6:30 a.m. to Germany. No one to sit with on the bus. No more Felix on the bus to ask how his day was. No more Josh and Ellie. No more field trips. No more Germans.... .....that is for the next 228 days, and then the craziness starts again. And I believe that all of this has changed me. And I am so blessed to be a part of it. More later, gotta go to church. p.s. My daddy brought home a Coach purse.